So this is the final result of a series difficult weeks and days

I've come to the conclusion that if you think I'm not good enough, if you think I should be changed, if everything little thing I do you have to put me down on, if you think you're better than me, or if you think you need to change me-then you can go FUCK YOURSELF
I don't need you, and I sure as hell don't need your shit. I don't give a rat's ass what you think of me. I'm through comparing myself to others who I try to be. I can't be them and I see now that I would never want to be them.

In the last month or so I've tried pretty damn hard to live up to everyone's expectations but my own. I've tried pretty damn ard to be everybody but myself. And I've tried pretty damn hard to get that which certain bitches and assholes try to keep me from getting. Well I know now to be what I want me to be and what's worth working for.

The fact of that matter is that Richard Edmund Carroll is who Richard Edmund Carroll is and nobody's about to change that. Fuck the world and fuck anybody who looks down upon me!